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My self realization and the need to dig deeper in understanding the dark parts of myself led me to writing poetry and lyrics for my music. It made me able to Consciously see these behaviors. I'd write out these parts of myself in a way that seemed fucked up and in need of change. If anybody relates and needs help with the same, I'm providing a subscription to my self healing writings. Thank you everyone. New content will be added consistently.

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For Him

ametyst21

Published: Feb 14, 2010

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written: 13/14.02.2010
photo by: kamykaldo [link]

I would like to dedicate this poem to my beloved one- bacause although we haven't met yet, i know that wherever he is and whatever he is doing now, we are on our way to reach each other and one day the Universe and God will bind us together.

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NIKON CORPORATION

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NIKON D60

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1/40 second

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F/8.0

Focal Length

28 mm